I was full of anger today.

Towards everthing and everyone around me.

Only a few minutes back I found out the reason why I was such a cranky bitch.

Anyways..

Thanks to Shahreil who drove all the way to Tampines to help me push the wardrobe back to my room.

Boleh patah pinggang beb...

I only got to spend less than 2 hours with him, which was not enough, obviously.

But today was meant to be a day with the cousins.

So, sorry sayang..

Girls only.

The gathering turned out to be a short one too.

Fatiah had to report for work and then, Nadia was summoned home.. Kesian dia.

But it was a fun ride home.

Still had enough time and energy to buat Kornflakes Madu when we reached home at 9pm.

Sambil2 tgk tv.

Haa... Siapa nangis bila tgk citer Seputih Qaseh Ramadhan?

Angkat tangan..

Wahh.. so sad ah.. Cannot tahan sey.

Klah..nothing to say.

I should be in bed.

I hate Mondays.

*sigh*

I'm a happy woman today.
Waking up at 10am and realising that this month's pay is in, helped me achieve that state of mind rather easily.

Me and Ikin had an important mission.
At exactly 12 noon, we set out to Geylang to find our baju raya.
Shahreil has been such a darling, accompanying me to Geylang on 2 occassions to look for my baju raya.
But I guess, for such a mission, I need a partner of the same gender, whose response to my questions of whether a particular baju is nice, goes beyond, 'Ok, cantik..' or 'not bad...'.
I'm a WOMAN! I want to look gorgeous.. NOT not bad.
(guys.. take note!)
Anyways.. I assumed that we'd take one whole day.
But suprise..suprise...
We found our bajus, the second shop we stepped into.
The good thing about going with Ikin is that we both have the same good (ahem!) tastes.
The moment we saw the displays 3 metres away from the shop..we gasped!
30 minutes later, we stepped out of the there with 5 bajus.. 2 for me, 2 for Ikin and 1 for mommy.
So, no more baju raya dilemma from me.
Life is good, baby!

I thought of baking some kuihs tonite, but I've got some missing ingredients.
Have to wait for Ikin to come back with those things.
Tonite, I'm making my favourite Kornflakes Madu and the recipe I copied from momma-in-law's thick recipe book, Coffee Cornflakes Cookies.
But now, I'd just rilek for awhile and then start marking those exam papers I've been trying to ignore the whole afternoon.

Fatiah is sleeping over tonite!! YEAHHHHHhhhhhh..
I love cousins coming to sleepover cos it means giggly gossipy late nights...
And tomorrow, the cousins are going to berbuka sama-sama! (Like FINALLY!)
I can't wait!

I am super busy nowdays, it's stressing me out.
A million things to do.
And I have only 24 hours a day.
Damn.

Never-ending work, almost non-existent Hari Raya preparations and almost near wedding.
It's driving me crazy.
I'm just so exhausted everyday.

The things I HAVE to do:
a) Mark those year-end exam papers,collate & upload marks
b) prepare intensive lessons for my O Level kids
c) prepare Bridging Programme for my 4Na
d) school's Hari Raya celebrations. (sounds simple huh? so NOT! especially putting together a concert)
e) buat kuih raya (mana ada time??!!!)
f) kemas rumah (ni pon takde time!!!)
g) start writing my invites
h) tie any loose ends for the wedding (and theres LOTS of loose ends)
g) find that baju raya!!!
h) pamper myself before i look like an old hag during Hari Raya/wedding.

Well..I kind of feel better after typing it all out.
Hehehhe... Macam tak teruk sangat
Now Im feeling better.
Or maybe it's just the anti-stress oil I just rolled onto my temples thats calming me down.
Heheh..

La di da.... Lalalalalala...