24 June, no?

After all the panic attacks I had today during the CTG at Thomson, I realise that I had to stop procrastinating and pack that damn bag! So, I did! Now that the bag is all ready, portable hp charger charged (need to fb while waiting to deliver maaahh) and my outfit n tudung to go to the hospital ironed... I am feeling rather calm and ready.

I know I've been saying that I do not want to share my birthdate with Little R the Second, but actually, it is gonna be a wonderful present for myself, ya? Last year, I received the bestest gift on my birthday when Allah opened my heart to finally don the hijab. (and how can I forget my dear hubby who gave me 2 tudungs and a brooch set to show me his support for my decision). Maybe this year, my present will be having that little one in my arms. But, no pressure, sayang. You come out whenever YOU are ready for the world!

Ibu, Abah and Abang Ryan simply can't wait to welcome you into the family!
Pssst: Come out fast fast ahh... Dont torture ibu too much!

Bidadari

I had a very interesting conversation with Samsiah over our usual lunch date yesterday.
And since then, I strive to be his bidadari...
Insyallah..

Way to go, girl!

I was chatting with a colleague, while supervising the kids hip hopping/street jazzing in the hall.She said that it's very hard for her to juggle work and family.

Mind you, she works on a part-time scheme, which means only 3 times a week. And that also means, no form class/admin matters/parents to handle, no CCA, no Committee and no meetings.She stays with her mom on weekdays so that her mom can help look after her kids.And she also has a maid, which means housework matters are off her hands.And she still says it's hard.

*Gasp* What have I been doing for the past few years? Slogging it off and still feels guilty about not being good enough.

Nurhayati, you are no superwoman! Remember that!