its a sunshiny day

yesterday was a happy day. It was one of the rare occasions whereby i went on a date with my bf and we didnt have any arguments at all. We were happy. It was so lovely.

I guess the fact that we wer in Great World City helps a lot. Somehow, the place made us feel relaxed. In fact it does all the time. We played for a while in the arcade. Reminded me of the old and carefree NUS-NP days. Whereby we used to play and have fun in clementi. No worries at all. Its such a wonderful feeling to be carefree.

Lemony Snickett's was good. Everything was good. Even the sushi.

I love you my dear.

I'm going crazeee

The morning walk to school is no longer nice. I told you before that every morning i look forward to my morning walks cos of the lovely scenery. I olso love to breathe in the morning air. Its really really nice. Sort of wake me up. And i really need that every weekday mornings. But today, like the past few days..its not as nice as before. The air is really bad.. cos of the bushfires, i guess. Really spoils everything.

I'm sick. I think i'm a sick;y person nowdays. I have flu every single night (my bet is on the aircon!), my left eye is swollen for i dunno what reason, my throat hurts and i always feel feverish. Am i growing old? I dunno. I feel old.

My boyfriend doesnt like me. Not that i'm giving him any reason to actualli. I find that i'm a very unlikable person. I wont like me if i'm someone else. I wont be my bf if i'm a guy. *urgh* Just the thought of being near me is sickening enough.

I think i'm going crazy. I have all these crazy thoughts. I think i am going crazy.