The morning walk to school is no longer nice. I told you before that every morning i look forward to my morning walks cos of the lovely scenery. I olso love to breathe in the morning air. Its really really nice. Sort of wake me up. And i really need that every weekday mornings. But today, like the past few days..its not as nice as before. The air is really bad.. cos of the bushfires, i guess. Really spoils everything.
I'm sick. I think i'm a sick;y person nowdays. I have flu every single night (my bet is on the aircon!), my left eye is swollen for i dunno what reason, my throat hurts and i always feel feverish. Am i growing old? I dunno. I feel old.
My boyfriend doesnt like me. Not that i'm giving him any reason to actualli. I find that i'm a very unlikable person. I wont like me if i'm someone else. I wont be my bf if i'm a guy. *urgh* Just the thought of being near me is sickening enough.
I think i'm going crazy. I have all these crazy thoughts. I think i am going crazy.
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for all the flaws that you have, you are still my light at the end of the tunnel. without you, i'll be as good as dead.
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