My Weekend

Shahreil's on a boys' night out.
So, here I am all alone on a Saturday night.
But before you al start sending hate mails to my poor hubby, let me just clarify that it was me who actually persuaded him to go out for the BBQ.
I really didnt feel like mingling tonight. I just want to lie down sideways and rot infront of the tv.
And I'd feel bad if he has to waste his weekend like that, just because his ever ballooning wife is too lazy to go out.

I do appreciate nights like these.
He does his own things, and I do the same.
Most of the time I'd spend it pampering myself.
Starting with a good warm, bubbly bath followed by the sweet smelling lotion and a relaxing face mask.
SYiok kan?

I havent had a proper pampering for months now.
Spa is out of the question.
And I dont think I can even survive a facial as I cant lie down on my back more than 1 minute anymore.
And me, Im such a stressed out person that I need my near monthly retreat to the spa.
I hate not having my body massaged thoroughly.
My face feels horrible not being scrubbed and squeezed and steamed.
The only pamering I got now is my hair treatments.
Oklah tu kan.
Once I've given birth, I will have my revenge.
I will have my spa and facial sprees! Wooohoooo!

Anyways, congrats to my sisters.
Diyana for getting a job..like finally! Heheh
And Ikin for making the first and most crucial step in changing her destiny.

To someone dear to me,
It's your big day tomorrow.
I desperately wish I can be happy for you, but truth be told, I am not.
But I love and care for you and hope that all of us are wrong in our assessment of him.
And that he is the one and will treat you the way that you deserve to be treated.

The last 2 weeks have been pretty hectic.
Oral exams. I do enjoy listening to the kids blabbering about stuffs, its the dropping everything at work immediately after school to rush to the exam venue that I hate.
Simply because, work when left like that will only pile and pile and pile.
So yup, I've got 2 weeks worth of marking to catch up on. Siapa nak tolong, angkat tangan!

To make things worse, Im now moving very sloooooooowly.
The little one inside me is growing and growing.
Apparently, he's already 2.5kg now.
Patutlah aku dah start jalan macam kura-kura tak makan sebulan.
It takes me forever to walk from Bukit Gombak MRT to block 532, you know.
Sabar jelah..lagik sebulan.

I really can't wait to have him in my arms.
But at the same time, I believe that I will miss having him in me.
(yelah tu... padahal madang komplen aja!)
I have been spending whatever free time I have staring at my stomach to watch him move.
It's really quite fascinating.

Im pretty nervous right now.
I feel like Im not prepared AT ALL.
Hopefully, once I've started my maternity leave..I will have time to do the necessary preparations.
Right now, every time I reach home from work, all I want to do is lie down.
PENAT tak leh handle ah.
It's like, I go on and on and on at work like a robot..
And once I stop, all the tiredness that I've accumulated throughout the day just hit me.

But it's Thursday.
One more day to survive before its the weekends.
Hope this weekend will be like last weekend.
Spent 2 days with Shahreil's buddies.
Laughter galore. I was laughing so hard, I seriously thought I was going into labour!

Enough babbling.
Kaki dah semut-semut..

I am sickly today.
I hate feeling as lethargic as this.
Suma tak kena.
Badan lemah jer.