Friday, March 30, 2007

This has been like the busiest year ever for me (I think I say that EVERY year!)
But really.. I have like a thousand things ..no..make that a million things to do every day.
Sometimes its so bad that, thinking about the tasks I have to complete causes me to have difficulty breathing. Teruk kan...?

Tapi tak apa, I will tackle one thing at a time.
Pelan pelan kayuh..

It's the weekends, and the things I am looking forward to:

a) Going JB: Well... not so much going there ..I dun like to go there. Its just the thought of meeting my cousins that seems good.

b) Good Friday: This is a pleasant suprise cos I didnt know Gd Friday is next week. And I've got a really good idea of what I want to do.. Make a guess peeps. Alaaaa....teka ah.. Cepat..Teka...
Jeng Jeng Jeng... NAK GO BURU!!!!!!! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH......
Tapi yang ni takleh happy sangat. Slalu happy2, tak jadik. So this time..rilek jer.

c) Abg Asim's Wedding: Ni pun kat Buru gak. Pegi ke tak eh? Apalah Abg Asim ni, salah pilih hari. Awat hang nikah hari jumaat/ sanding hari minggu? Bukankah hang ramai sodara kat Singapura? Tapi tak apalah abg Asim, selamat pengantin baru in advance. Kawin jugak abg sodara aku sorang ni.

Lagi 45 minit meeting. Punyalah malas nak pegi. Tapi apakan daya...

Monday, March 26, 2007

I had the most fun-filled weekend.
Friday night was a night full of laughter.
Didnt remember pictionary being so fun.
And I just found out that I cant actually wink. haha! I have a disability!
And Im quite a gd liar, cos the bear didnt get killed!

Sunday was better.
A huge thank you to the most huggable bear, Mr Shahreil.. for agreeing to come hiking with me @ MacRitchie.
My body is now aching all over from the 12km(?) hike..but it was fun wasn't it?
I cant believe that we actually walked for 4 straight hours... nothing but the trees and the animals and the camera and of course the mindless chatter.
I think I lost at least 2 kg..only to gain back 4kg from the wonderful lunch from Mad Jack and dinner from Spize(?).

Pictures are with Shahreil.
So, ask him to upload them for me please.
Cos when I do the asking, it will be years before he gets to actually doin it.

But I still love him lots.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Dah lama tak blog. Busy beb! EHHHhhhh... jangan ingat school holiday, cikgu dapat dok umah goyang kaki eh. I had 2 camps which officially took away my March hols. March holiday my foot!
Nasib baik NPCC camp tu kat resort.. terasa macam a paid holiday sikit. Thanks Benny.. selalu2 lah buat camp macam ni..

Tadik masa tgh mandi, baru terpikir something tau.. On this date, 8 months later.. I will be someone's wife already. Yati nak kahwin sey... biar btol... I'm still a kid!! Helllpppp!!

Dulu kan, selalu dengar orang bila tunang ni ada dugaan. Ramai gak yang tanya whether Im experiencing the same thing. Well, to me lah kan.. Shahreil n I ok jer.. gaduh biasalah.. benda2 sama gak gaduh.. 8 years and we still fight over the same silly things... Bila mau game dah? Tapi tu suma tak kisah, kita gaduh eksen jer.. I think the biggest dugaan for me is to witness men being huge jerks which totally cause me to lose faith in men and in marriages. Really ah. It has come to a point where I feel that buat apa kahwin, kalau last-last jadik macam ni. I know its unfair to Shahreil cos for the past 8 years he has never done anything to show that he's part of the keparats category, but still... I bet those women thought of their would-be hubbies as being Mr wonderful also kan? But look what happen now, 30 years later..those Mr Wonderfuls has turned out to be total jerks. Kalau ikutkan hati, aku ikat ni suma setan2 kat atas Twin Towers ah. Geramnyer aku!!!!!!

And kadang2 tgk the wives ni.. *sigh*. I do not know whether to think of their stance as a sign of weakness or strength. I get angry when I see the wives still being isteri2 soleha to these undeserving jerks. I thought, lemahnya perempuan sampai kena tindas habis-habisan dengan gondol2 ni. Tapi kadang2, I see it as strength.. even though they merana macam mana pun, they still have put on a brave front and layan hubby macam biasa in the hope that these gondols will realise their mistakes. We were talking about it just now (me, ikin and tiot).. and I thought, ini ke nasib orang perempuan? Will this be my fate as well? Scary huh? And when the time comes will I be as weak/strong (whichever way you see it) as the women before me?