Batam trip was ok.
Little disappointments here and there due to a few unexpected stuffs, but I guess, I have to make the best out of everything.

Going for spa @ Mustika Ratu was a totally new experience for me.
I felt totally like a pampered princess, having someone to massage, scrub, and bathe (yes! bathe!), and towel-dry me.
I felt like a chicken.. dikukus, direbus and akhirnya dipanggang.
I felt like a victim, groped here and there.
I felt like a porn star, prancing around naked infront of strangers like its nobody's business.
But I came out of the place, 3 hours later feeling extremely refreshed.
And all these for onli $58.

Today's Monday..4 and half more days to the end of my OBTC.
And I hate to admit this, but I do enjoy my course.
I threw tantrums, had terrible mood swings, cried, and back to throwing tantrums before I started the course.
It felt super terrible because I was forced to be in something I thought wasnt suitable enough for me.
Im a dancing kind of girl...what in the world would I want to be in NPCC?
I felt trapped.
With much dread (and hatred for the person who forced me), i went for my course.
I ended up enjoying myself.
I made really good frens, did things that reminded me of my sec/jc days (kayaking, pitch tents, obstacle course, abseiling), did things that I never thought I would do(rock-climbing, flying fox, revolver shooting).

So, yeah..Shahreil can go on and say.."I told you.."
I am enjoying myself.