I am really depressed.
I do things to lift my spirits up.
I go for massage.
I read magazines.
I watch mindless movies.
I chit chat and joke around with others.
I feel better. But only for a while.
The depression will slowly creep back in.

I think Im at the stage where I really really hate my job.
Thinking about that stupid place gives me a headache.
I hate my job.