Something's bugging me.
But I can't seem to be able to pinpoint the exact cause.
It gets worse whenever I have nothing to do. Like now.
How easy it is to blame it on hormones.
But I'm sure it's not.

I think I'm getting cold feet.
When I think about the wedding, I'm excited.
When I think about the marriage, I'm scared.
Terrified, really.
And everyone around me seems to think I'm in one of my merepek-no-need-to-layan mode when I say I'm scared.
But I freakingly terrified!
I think I'm about to burst into tears again.
*shucks*
Maybe it's the hormones after all.