I get jittery now and then whenever I think about the wedding.
As in really stop and think about it.
I guess, I'm just too caught up in the preparations that I forget how super important this is.
I am getting married! Married! Me? I do not know whether I should jump up and down in delight or shriek in horror. Hahah..

The getting married to Shahreil part is wonderful.
I mean, I'm really sure that he is THE ONE.
(well, after wasting nearly 9 years, he'd BETTER be THE ONE!)
But I guess, what scares me is the getting used to new things in life.
I hate that part.

Anyways, I didn't know that mom has been sacrificing her lunch hours at work to sew my cadar pengantin. Gosh! I love you mommy.